tuhan, aku minta maaf. aku nggak bisa melupakannya
aku sudah berusaha untuk melupakannya, tapi semakin ku berusaha seakin sakit hati ini tuhan
mungkin kau menyuruhku untuk move on tuhan, tapi jujur aku sudah berusaha

kalau aku pikir-pikir, ternyata aku jahat tuhan,
aku jahat... aku gak suka liat orang yang sangat aku sayangi bahagia dengan orang lain..

setiap kali kubaca status kebahagiaanya, kenapa aku selalu menangis tuhan?? apa aku nggak rela untuk melepasnya? ini sudah berjalan 4 bulan tuhan, kenapa aku nggak rela?

bantu aku merelakannya tuhan, engkau maha penyayang, engkau maha penolong..

tuhan, aku bodoh ya? masih saja mengharapkan cinta itu kembali ke aku? padahal dia sudah ada wanita yang lain yang aku yakin dia bisa membuatnya bahagia, dan memberi warna pelangi di hidupnya.. dia wanita baik tuhan, aku nggak baik, aku jahat, aku nggak bisa menghargai orang lain...

you belong with me

you're on the phone with your girlfriend ‒ she's upset,
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do.

I'm in the room ‒ it's a typical Tuesday night.
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like.
She'll never know your story like I do.

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you.
Been here all along.
So, why can't you see ‒
You belong with me,
You belong with me?

Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be.
Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself,
"Hey, isn't this easy?"

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town.
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down.

You say you're fine ‒ I know you better than that.
Hey, what you doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels,
I wear sneakers.
She's cheer captain,
And I'm on the bleachers.
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you,
Been here all along.
So, why can't you see ‒
You belong with me?

Standing by and waiting at your backdoor.
All this time how could you not know, baby ‒
You belong with me,
You belong with me?

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember you were driving to my house
In the middle of the night.
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're 'bout to cry.
I know your favorite songs,
And you tell me about your dreams.
Think I know where you belong,
Think I know it's with me.

Can't you see
That I'm the one
Who understands you?
Been here all along.
So, why can't you see ‒
You belong with me?

Standing by and waiting at your backdoor.
All this time how could you not know, baby ‒
You belong with me,
You belong with me?

You belong with me.

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?

You belong with me.

david archuleta-broken

I know you don't wanna say goodbye yet
But she can't survive here with just a petal (paddle?)
You still have one wish, but it'd be useless 
More than roses have died in this desert
Child, it seems that younger and younger
They start to wipe your minds clean
But how, I wonder, just barely under your eyes
Continue sparkling 

And I, never want to open up your eyes
Everything's broken
And I, never want to open up your heart
Everything's broken

I don't understand why they are gone
Or what reason there is to be strong
I still try to love, but I'm in a place
Where doing what's right is so wrong
But if you see (simply?), ignore the gun
We are still fighting for life 
Here's our wish just to exist
In more than our eyes 

And I, never want to open up your eyes
Everything's broken
And I, never want to open up your heart
Everything's broken

Do you see what I see? 
Do you feel what I feel?
It doesn't matter until we see broken lives heal 
Do you see what I see? 
Do you feel what I feel?
It doesn't matter until we see broken lives heal 

Oh (Oh... oh, woah)... Oh no (Oooohhh)... yeah

And I, find it hard to open up my mouth
(Will?) They hear what's spoken
But I, saw when I opened up my eyes
Invisible children 

Broke, but not broken
Broke, but not broken

seandainya

Engkau yang pernah mengisi cerita Hidupku

Engkau yang pernah memberikan aku Cintamu

Mengapa kini kau pergi tinggalkan Diriku

Setelah engkau luluhkan hatiku Untukmu

Aku menyayangmu

Dan aku mencintaimu

Kekasihku

Seandainya bila waktu dapat Berubah

Aku ingin ulang kisah yang pernah ada

Dan biarkan cinta basuh luka yang tersisa

Agar aku tak lupa dari rasaku yang fana

Tapi kini semua tlah sirna

Bersama bayangmu, cintamu dalam hidupku

Engkau yang dulu slalu ada di sisiku

Engkau yang slalu bisikku ”aku cintamu”

Mengapa kini kau pergi tinggalkan diriku

Setelah kau luluhkan hatiku untukmu

A Little To Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

ajari aku

tuhan,

ajari aku untuk ikhlas

ajari aku untuk bisa menerima semua kenyataan ini

ajari aku untuk bisa bahagia di atas kebahagiaan orang lain...

tuhan

aku yakin engkau pasti punya rencana lain di balik semua ini, meskipun itu sakit sekali untukku..

aku tau aku salah dan banyak dosa padamu dan orang lain tuhan..

tuhan

hanya engkau yang mengizinkan siapa bisa bertemu dan siapa yang bisa berpisah

engkau mengizinkan aku untuk bertemu dan mengenalnya lebih lama sehingga aku dan dia menjadi "kita".

tapi sekarang engkau yang mengizinkan Kita untuk berpisah, dan tak ada lagi kata "Kita".

tuhan

engkau tau apa yang terbaik untukku dan dirinya,

mungkin ini arti dari kata Karma untukku...

t never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

diary

aku tau kamu bosan

aku tau kamu sangat marah

aku tau aku pembohong

aku tau aku suka cari masalah

aku tau aku bikin malu

maaf kalau aku membuatmu bosan

aku hanya ingin dapat perhatianu

aku nggak mau kamu marah jika aku jujur ke kamu

aku bingung harus ngapain lagi selain cari masalah

aku memang selalu bikin malu kok, itu karna aku aneh aja

aku cuman butuh perhatian lagi!!

aku pengen dapet kasih sayang ke kamu lagi!!

kamu udah berubah!!

kamu gak kayak dulu lagi!!

aku nggak kenal kamu sekarang!!

aku kenal kamu yang dulu!!

aku kangen kamu yang dulu...!!

tolong mengertilah!

aku sudah mau mencoba keinginanmu, apa yang kamu mau sudah aku berikan!!

TAPI kenapa kamu ninggalin aku??!!

iya aku tau aku nggak ada apa-apanya dengan dia, aku cuman cewek bodoh yang gak tau apa itu cinta, gak bisa menghargai prang lain, gak bisa dewasa, aku childish!! aku gak kaya!! aku gak cantik!! aku tau!!

tapi hanya satu yang aku tau, bukankah cinta tidak memandang fisik dan harta??!!

kamu selalu bilang "kalau kamu ingin di hargai orang, hargai dulu orang lain!" ya aku selalu mencoba itu, tapi aku nggak bisa. aku memang nggak gak pantas di hargai, tapi aku juga punya hati dan perasaan iba! 

aku butuh kasih sayang, aku butut perhatian.. kamu tau semua tentang aku melebihi aku tau tentang diriku..

kamu tau semua permasalahanku melebihi aku tau permasalahanku..

kamu bisa menebak pikiranku, bahkan aku masih bingung dengan pemikiranku... :'(

remember!

kamu bisa sembunyi dari kesalahanmutapi tidak dari penyesalanmukamu bisa bermain dengan dramamutapi tidak dengan karmamu...!!!